More "Kian-isms"

The kid is becoming quite funny, well to me at least. I need to write these down or in his baby book, because I've already forgotten most of them.

Every day this week: "Kian go to work, Kian work with mommy". I then tell him he can't that day because i have meetings, maybe another day. To which he replies "Kian have meetings too."

While on the quiet creek, paddling in the canoe, he sat alone in the middle seat, all big and proud, quietly contemplating the scenery, biting his lip. Then, poor mommy in her 8 month pregnant body that makes noises and has burps and heartburn and you name it, interrupts the silence with these noises. He turns to me, very seriously says "Mommy pooped." Kevin about fell out of the canoe laughing. He got his when he took the opportunity to pass gas and Kian screams loudly "daddy pooped! daddy pooped!".

He's been very concerned about NeeNee's boo boo on her belly and her being sick. He prayed for it two nights in a row and asks about it in the morning. (She had been sick on Sunday and Monday and went to the doctor, who sent her to the ER, they then removed her appendix that night! She's on her 4th surgery! But went home the next day and doing well. I bet no one let Gram know did they? Well, they didn't tell me until the next night either! See how I rate.)

And Kian has cemented and solidified our baby name choice. He's only heard us mention it once, as we talk about it after he goes to bed. But, that didn't stop him from lately referring to the baby by this name. We looked at each other and said "guess that's it then." Done deal.

Of course I forgot the several other funny things he's said lately.

Singing along

Kian talks. And talks. And talks. It's surprising to me, who thought that boys didn't talk as much as little girls. But, I was wrong. Kevin and I can talk, but also have very quiet times where we don't say much at all. Kian makes sure to fill up every second of that.

What does he say? Everything. Anything. It doesn't matter. He will fill in spaces with colors, numbers (counting to 30) shapes, etc. He will describe everything that everyone is doing, has done and will do. ("Acey is drinking. He's hitting the water bowl. Acey needs to go potty".) On and on.

He calls himself "Kian" most of the time. He uses I for "I'm all done" or "I want more" whatever it is. But, "Kian get it, do it," is pretty cute. I tried last night to have him say "My___" but he kept saying "No, Kian's__". And "Mommy, carry you" is one of my favorites. I say "me" and he says "No, carry you". I oblige sometimes, as it's harder to actually carry him lately.

But, besides talking, he's singing, and singing and singing some more. He's got your typical nursery rhymes down. This morning in the car he was singing "my bonnie lies over the ocean". Last night while we were in BJ's he started singing. I wasn't even paying attention to the song on the overhead system, but he was. I stopped and realized he was singing "good day, sunshine" the Beatles song. The day before in the car I stopped to listen and he was singing "only the lonely". Where is he getting all this from? Daycare? Perhaps, but I usually hear the Christian station or kids' songs there. I listen to Christian or Country, and Kevin? Well he's got quite the eclectic mix of rap, r&b, country, old school rock, you name it.

I do believe the CD player and a wide range of CDs are in order for Christmas. I'll have to introduce him to some world ethnic tunes too... The things they learn without you even trying...amazing. Maybe it was Patrick and Jon sending him Beatles songs now that I think of it...

Busy week...then...taking it easy

This week is a very busy week at work. I am trying to cram as many last minutes visits in as I can. I've seen a lot of clients this month in anticipation of "office only" duty in August. I have at least 2 visits per day, driving all over the county, every day. Usually I have a few per week. It wears on you, driving around the entire Monroe County, in a hot car, needing to use the bathroom, being hungry...you get the idea.

With Kian's pregnancy, I also had the last month as an office month. This is both per work and doctor's request. Neither one wants me out on Avenue D going in to labor or out in the ends of the county with my water breaking. And let's face it, we go in some, shall we say, not so good areas and safety is a concern with my clumsiness, inability to run away, being an easy target, etc.

So, August will see me sitting at my desk, making lots of calls, mailing lots of letters, finalizing files and charts for coworkers, etc. This will be easier on me not having to haul my large self around 3 floors, around the city in the parking lot and driving all over in the hot (wait, will August even be 'hot'?) car. It frees up a lot of time to make sure files are perfect before handing them over to coworkers, which I know they immensely appreciate. =)

Just push it through this week and I'm golden.

Pics


Kian at the pool during Kevin's family reunion. LOVES it. My water baby.




I told Kevin i need him to take a picture in this shirt because when I wore it with Kian I was way, way bigger. But, I can't find that picture yet. I am 20 lbs less right now then what I ended Kian's pregnancy, and safe to say with only 6 weeks left I will not be gaining that much. So, glad! And I still have a waist you can see! It was gone before this with Kian. My arms and face aren't huge like last time either! Yay!


But, it just looks like I'm being goofy. I was really telling him there was a squirrel flying out of the tree above my head. He didn't listen and was just snapping away. Blah. oh well. 33 weeks. I say 6 weeks left because that's what I'm aiming for =)

Pumpkin pie cheesecake thingy

Oh I'm so creative aren't I, with my titles? I have been craving pumpkin. Kian and I even ate spoonfuls of it right out of the can. Mmm. I wanted cheesecake, but didn't have enough cream cheese. So, I improvised with this No-bake Pumpkin cheesecake pudding pie type of deal. It's oh so good. So, here's what I did:

First, I crushed one package of graham crackers in my food processor.
Added about 1/2 stick (give or take) of melted butter to that.
Pressed into a spring form pan (but any pan will do, square, round, pie, etc.)
Baked for about 10 mins at 350 (I don't like my crusts to get mushy)

I then used two packages of vanilla pudding (instant) and beat with only 2 cups per milk mixed in, following the rest of the directions on the box. The box calls for 2 cups each box, but adding in 4 cups of milk plus the other ingredients would have only made it too runny.

In a separate bowl I beat a softened box of cream cheese, then added 1 can of pumpkin to that.
Folded in about 1 cup and then a little more of cool whip (hey it's all I had left in the freezer).
Then mixed all those ingredients together with some pumpkin pie spices (for me it's ginger, cinnamon, cloves and nutmeg) and then with the pudding.

Then poured onto the crust, and refrigerated until firm(er). I also threw this in the freezer for an hour to see how it would be that way. I preferred the creamy one in the fridge as opposed to the ice cream tasting freezer one.

Then Kian and I have proceeded to eat it every night. Yum. That's all I can say.


What day is it again?

Today is my Monday. But, it's actually Tuesday. I like that. It means my week is shorter and makes me happy. I took yesterday off to use some personal time up and because Kevin's mom was away so I didn't have a sitter anyway. Kian was beyond thrilled to be able to stay home with mommy all day and no school. His words exactly. I offered to take him to pick berries, or go swimming or go somewhere, he said no. He just wanted to stay home and I was more than happy to oblige.

I got a lot of little things done around the house, crossed off things on my 'to do' list. We did "craffs and projects" all morning, per Kian's request. He made a puppet out of a paper bag, traced stencils, colored, cut and glued random things and we played with play dough. He loved every minute of it. And he didn't have one single accident all morning!

We went to the park and had dinner with friends. Kian played with the boys and enjoyed himself, and was rather quiet compared to his usual self. Kevin of course put him in a diaper, I feel like it's 2 steps forward and one step backward. Grr. Of course, then Kian was up and couldn't settle and didn't fall asleep until just before 10. Yes, 10 PM. Ugh. He woke up happy this morning though, we shall see. I'm sure by 5 pm it will be grump-a-saurus. He did remind me at 9:30 last night as I went to check on him, that we still needed to go berry picking. yes, we will. I need to make freezer jam.

And I'm hoping his happy, loving obsession with baby brother continues after the baby actually comes out and is here all the time.

And, I must get back to work now, school meetings call....



Saturday Morning Post

It was just one of those weeks. I seem to have those a lot lately. Hormones are making me progressively emotional and irrational. And this baby likes to cause trouble and hide for a couple days and make me think something is wrong with him. But it's not. He's going to be that wild-child, I can see a lot of issues coming down the line. I"m scared! Kian's pretty easy going and compliant. We are in trouble.

Work is just getting to me, especially doing so much for other people and their kids while mine sits in daycare and cries every morning not to go. And I am feeling the need for some alone time or to just be pampered, but it ain't happening. Took some time off here and there this week to just get away from it all, which was nice.

My dad came up with the kids for dinner last Saturday and helped Kevin hang a light. It was nice. He's going to bring us their canoe that hasn't been used in a few years--since they go the boat so we can use it on the creeks/rivers up here.
Sunday, we went to Kevin's family reunion. It turned out to be a decent day and Kian went swimming in the kiddie pool, loved it and didn't want to get out. Now, he's been asking me everyday to go swimming.
Tuesday, I talked to the supervisor about the possibility of trying to work from home a few days after maternity leave. Wonder if they'll do part-time? As a way to come up with ideas on how to financially keep things straight. I need to write up a proposal and she will go over it with the director. We'll see...
Thursday, Kevin and I came home and had lunch together, took a nap, cleaned up the garage, then picked up Kian and had big ice cream cones for an early dinner. After that, we came home and played outside for a bit (ok Kian did, I read my magazine on the swing) and then had a "real" dinner later on. It was a nice change of pace.

Last night we had (coerced?) Jon helping us rearrange the basement, more functional and accessible to what we need and it looks better. The babies room is done, needs to air out a bit more because of the paint smell. And I was finally sleeping good last night but Kian woke up at 6 am, yuck. I think he heard Kevin leaving for work. So, here I sit in my pajama shorts and a sweatshirt! because it's freezing out right now. That's right folks, NY summer is officially NOT a summer. We've only hit 80 or more a few times. And the rain? Let's not even talk about that. It's too depressing.

But! Kian dove headfirst into potty training and we're going with it. He's been asking to wear underwear and I have let him a bit on the weekends and he does okay. He goes every time we take him to pee, but has no interest in the other thing yet. This week he asked to wear underwear to school. I was hesitant, but there are other kids in the room working on it and I talked to the teacher about it and decided okay, let's do this. He had one accident the first day of underwear at school. That was it. They take him about every hour, which is what I do, sometimes less if he has more to drink. He gets a nap for diaper and night-time. He seems to either wake up with a dirty diaper or wait until he gets his nap diaper and then goes, which is fine with me for now. Every diaper I don't have to put on him saves me money and the environment. I am not making high expectations and he doesn't need any bribing or rewards to go or try. The Elmo and truck undies and our minimum praise are enough for him to keep goign with it. Just having him peeing in the toilet/day trained before this baby comes would be a blessing.

The best part, the funniest part, the highlight of my week (sadly) is when Kevin called me yesterday. I was getting ready to leave work and he had just picked Kian up and was in the car, driving home. He asked me when I was coming home, and I asked how Kian's day was and if he had any accidents. He told me that Kian was dry all day at daycare. He was holding Kian on his side and talking to the teacher and she was telling him how great Kian was doing with the potty training...when he felt this warm, wet feeling all over his shirt. I couldn't stop laughing. Kian peed on him on the way out the door, after having a perfectly dry day. Oh, the irony. I told him, finally, he gets what I've been getting since Kian was born-pooped on, peed on, puked on, etc.

Another random thing-I've noticed lots of other bloggers have a signature at the end of their posts. I did some investigating and found a site that does them. No, it's not my own writing. I didn't have a mouse pen thingy to do it. So, I just picked a cool one that resembles how I write some of my letters. Problem is, I can't figure out how to make it post on it's own. I have to paste it on the bottom of every post. Oh well, that's the last thing I need to waste my time on. =)

test 2

do i have to put it on every time? hmmm

hmmm

trying to figure out how to add a signature. i created one but can't get it to go at the bottom of each post...

Free Personal signatures - cool!

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Somedays you're the windshield, somedays you're the bug

There's always something isn't there? Well, I can't afford to work full-time and pay for 2 kids in daycare full-time. It's ridiculously expensive and would leave me with gas money when all said and done for the month.

I also can't afford to stay home completely, as it would leave us just short of our monthly needs. Even cutting a lot out. I can't win no matter what I do.

Looking into options, going to talk to supervisor tomorrow about it. Maybe work from home days, part-time, another job? Who knows...

I am ashamed to admit I really enjoy and relate to this Miley Cyrus song (I know, Hannah Montana is soooo pre-teen right?) But...


I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on'

Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith

Independence Day...a week later

We spent the (finally) nice day at home, then went to the festival and parade in Chili. There was a firetruck for the kids to play on and look around. Kian loves firetrucks, but apparently not after a nap and up close. He barely wanted to be near it.






My boys waiting for the parade



Crazy-haired, just woke up dude



I don't know what I did to this one, playing around in the photo editing, but it looks like a newspaper photo to me. Kian and Grant waiting for the parade to start (it took forever!).




Kian waving his flag




All American



Waiting for the "firetrucks, boom boom!" After they were done he finally called them fireworks.



I didn't get to take many photos since Kian wanted me to cover his ears and I couldn't play with the camera settings. Oh well.

The List, The Plan

So, last time we were at the hospital with Kian we didn't have a plan. Oh, we had a birth plan, and that got thrown out the window. The plan I mean is the one on how, when and who was going to do the contacting of everyone (family and friends) about Kian's arrival. We never gave it a thought and relied on our parents and friends to pass the words. That didn't work so well, as there was several family and friends that didn't get the message until a few days later. Bummer. You should have just been like Jon I guess and called straight to the hospital =)

This time around we're thinking about a better way to pass the information. There are a lot more options this time: we could send a picture/text to many people, we can designate a "caller" or "emailer". But, the best is that since Kian's birth Strong now has wifi at the hospital. And, we have a laptop. Genius. So, compiling a list of email addresses to take with us is one thing on our list of "to-do's". Another is to put the camera upload program onto Kevin's laptop so we can instantly send pictures of the baby along with that email. Babycenter.com also offers free announcement email cards, all we have to do is fill out the info and attach a picture. So many options this time.

Realizing that we have about 9 or less weeks (I'm feeling less) left before baby's arrival I started making a list of things to do. That's not much time really, if you think about it.

Picture program on computer
List of email addresses and phone numbers
Pack my bag
Pack baby's bag, along with things for Kian
Figure out what we're doing with Kian (we want him there and involved as much as possible)
Make and freeze some dinners/buy some easy cook meals/dishes
Put car seat back together (we took all the fabric off to wash and clean out after Kian was done)
Install car seat in van (and figure out the seating arrangement with the two of them)
Write up birth plan--again
Talk with doctor about my plan
One more ultrasound on 8/5/09
Hit up someone to clean the bathtub for me in a few weeks =D
Buy a new bra--oh you didn't want to hear that? sorry.
Steam clean the carpet in the family room, yes it needs it badly.
Take Kian to Build-A-Bear to make something for the baby

and probably other things I'm forgetting... like how I want to pick raspberries and blueberries and make jam... yeah... it's called nesting. =)

Annoying Obsession

Not mine. His:
This cat, is OBsessed. Majorly, annoyingly, obsessed. With what, you ask? Me. Yes, strange but true. I can't move without him, and he refuses to leave me alone for even a second.

When I was pregnant for Kian he laid on me, on my belly, and then when Kian was born he laid curled around Kian. But, it was never to this magnitude. It's insane! If we are outside he claws at the windows and screens and meows pitifully until we come in. He lays on my bed, on my pillows, on my belly all night long, to be as close to me as possible.

Rocky's always had a "foot fetish" but last night was ridiculous. He was licking the bottom of my feet, biting my feet and rolling all over them. He's so weird, so strange. Maybe he needs some drugs. If he gets too hot at night, he gets under the bed, claws around the box spring, lays there and meows to me. I really just want to call him retarded, but I know that's not appropriate to use that word. Moron is what I have been calling him. It's something to do with this baby, maybe he knows something I don't know, but it's got to stop soon. Unless he can predict this baby's arrival...

Baby's room

Baby's room is pretty much finished. Well, we do need a closet door or fabric or something. We bought some new bedding, as Kian never really had a "set" and most of his sheets got ruined. I feel like he needed something "new" of his own since all clothes, toys and gear are hand-me-downs. Not that he will care.


Don't mind the naked boppy, the cover is in the wash.



I should have taken off the blanket covering the changing pad. Underneath is a really cute green and brown, big-circle, fuzzy cover. We didn't want the cats getting it furry.

Please note the large brown basket full of cloth diapers. Excited to be getting those out again. I used them for 8 months with Kian before he started daycare. So much better, cheaper, and not having that chemical smell when you open a package? Yuck. I also have a lot of new cute covers--Christmas ones, Dr. Seuss ones, etc.


I just emptied those 2 bins (0-6 month clothes) and realize that Kian had more clothes as a newborn than I have had in my entire life. The top drawer is packed so full of onesies-it's insane!

He was trying to help me put together the activity pad and playing with the bouncy seat. He thinks he can still sit in it, um no. For now, my sewing table is in there. We're thinking of putting it on the front porch for 'craft area'. But since, he won't even be in this room right away, it's fine there for now.


The curtains will be replaced, those are just old ones we had on there. The light? Ugh. NOT staying, it was our "painting" lamp. So, I'll be finding a nice soft baby-friendly one.

The bassinet will be moving into our room shortly. I'm debating about recovering or replacing the rocking chair pads. We need a couple more sheets, a few more burpcloths, and I want another swaddle blanket, but other than that, we're all set! Just a few small things left to do before he arrives-won't be too long now!

videos

I finally made some time to go through our video camera and upload it to the computer. I am still in the midst of editing a lot of "film". It's kind of film. I think there's a cassette in there...who knows. I only have the editing program that came with the computer: MovieMaker. So, not a lot I can do, but trim it up and make sure it's void of random camera swinging, burps, breaks of silence, etc. Here's one of Kian singing a song from daycare. I need to ask them the real words, all I can get is: "Thank you Father for...? many blessings, amen, amen." Not sure what the middle might be.


And now...I just found some Christmas 08 and Fall 07 video footage I never edited or compiled. Oops! And I have 3 years worth of videos to burn on DVDs. Aye! I am way behind. Better get going before new baby comes! Then I have over a week's worth of photos to upload and edit...sheesh...what have I been doing lately? Oh...right. Work, boys, gardening, holidays, parties...ya know...life =D


Oh, and we taped almost the entire hour of fireworks show, but Kevin really wanted to get the crazy finale: Go Here to see it on YouTube. Thanks, Gravel Ponds Campgrounds!

Of course

Of course as soon as (my favorite) ultrasound tech said "He's got hair" and I said "oh really? Cuz I haven't had heartburn yet." I got tons of it. To make up for it all I'm sure. Every day since I've had bouts of it, and I haven't had an of those heartburn inducing foods. Fun stuff.

Even more fun was last night Kevin spilled pop and Kian spilled milk at the same time and I slipped and fell in it. Landed hard on my left elbow, skinned my right knee and right elbow, but managed to land more on the side and not my belly. I swear it was broken that instant. I couldn't move my elbow and it brought me to tears it hurt so bad. Being cautious we went to the Urgent Care center (who wants to wait that long in ER and pay that co-pay?) they checked everything out. By that time, I'd had it on ice for quite a while and it was beginning to feel not as bad. They decided to not do x-rays because really pregnant women aren't supposed to get them. We wrapped it in an ace bandage and have continued icing it. It's feeling a lot better. Baby checked out fine, he was moving around like a .... a.... I don't know, something that moves a lot? It's too early to think of good or funny analogies! Although my back and neck definitely need an adjustment now! We got home around 8, cuddled with Kian on the couch and then he and I went to bed at 9pm. Dad called around 9:45, talked to him for a bit then went back to bed with Kevin at 10.

But, the best part? I woke up to SUNSHINE in my face!!! Do you know how long it's been since the SUN woke me up? Ages. I can't remember how long. It's always dark and rainy when I wake up this past month. That made me happy. I think we're laying low today, the three of us will hang here and do some fun stuff before parade and fireworks later.

Baby update

Had our 3rd ultrasound today, kidn of liking being able to see him every 6 weeks and watching him grow. We weren't able to get any pictures or 3D views because he buried his head. He is now head down and facing my spine. Which, I knew already. He really flip-flopped about a week ago and since then I've been feeling little heels up at the top, and also my hernia wasn't sticking out as much, so I figured his back or butt had to be covering it. It's a win-win situation! And we want him to stay in this position for the nex 8-10 weeks (or whenever he decides to come out) no breech babies, no sunny-side up babies! Got that little man?

However, we got great views of everything else. His heart still looks good. The echogenic focus (bright spot) on his heart valve is actually fading. I didn't see it right away, like I did last time. and we all (tech included) said it's definitely faded and not as bright as before. From my research it says most of them do go away on their own in the third trimester. That's good news. It means our chances of chromosomal abnormalities are slimmer. It means they aren't really concenred about heart problems--not that they were before, since all the chambers are working properly and heart rate is good. She measured all his bones and head and abdomen and siad he looks really good. She also said she saw hair! I was kind of surprised, with Kian I had a lot of heartburn and he had a good amount of hair. I havent' had any real heartburn (save for the pepperoni nights) to make me think he had much hair.

Weighing in at 3 lbs even and around 15 inches I think. Rigfht where he should be for gestational age. This is good news, means that right now the cord issue, of only having 2 vessels instead of 3, is not affecting his growth at this point. Yay. Thank you God for good news!

Although, I did the math. This means he will gain about 4 lbs and 6 inches in 10 or less weeks. That's a half an inch per week, and 6.5+ ounces per week. That's a lot of growing! So, all of those people who say I don't look so big now, just wait. Just like last time, I'll probalby blow up like a beached whale at the end. =D